11.30.2009

subjected, subdued, sub-standard, suspicions

i feel strange
i feel like everything is coming apart for me
whether that is good or bad remains to be seen
i am pretty anxious today
skin is crawling
eyes teared up
losing it
losing myself inside my head
is that even possible?
what is going on?
sometimes none of this ("reality") feels real to me
at all
i have my suspicions...
this is what i mean when i say i am having a bad day
i cannot handle myself

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